(Written on 5-12-02 at the age of 16)
Its hard to believe that I made mistakes in spite of knowing I was wrong,
Its hard to believe that I pity myself for the wrongs I've done to my mom.
Its hard to believe that I’d been so stubborn and she had always cared,
Its hard to believe that the gap can never be bridged for I have failed and she has fared.
Its hard to believe that she never gave up and I took her for granted,
Its hard to believe that I always mistook her though she was the one I wanted.
Its hard to believe that she was sad but always pretended to be fine,
Its hard to believe that I’d been so selfish, I never knew where to draw a line.
Its hard to believe that she loved me so much and her place can never be taken by another,
Its hard to believe that after all that I did the one standing by me is my mother.
Its hard to believe that I pity myself for the wrongs I've done to my mom.
Its hard to believe that I’d been so stubborn and she had always cared,
Its hard to believe that the gap can never be bridged for I have failed and she has fared.
Its hard to believe that she never gave up and I took her for granted,
Its hard to believe that I always mistook her though she was the one I wanted.
Its hard to believe that she was sad but always pretended to be fine,
Its hard to believe that I’d been so selfish, I never knew where to draw a line.
Its hard to believe that she loved me so much and her place can never be taken by another,
Its hard to believe that after all that I did the one standing by me is my mother.
2 comments:
beautiful words
Good post.
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